Falling out of Love?

Is there such a thing, as,"Falling out of Love?"
    I think there is.  I suppose this can be applied to any type of relationship, not just merely a romantic one.
    Parents, overall, love their children and so forth.  Siblings, depending on age difference love each other alot, or not so much.   Friends, relatives and girlfriend and boyfriends, have these falling in and out of love.
    I have fallen out of love, many times in my life.  More so within my adopted family.  Yet, I have noticed, that even when this happens, someone else comes in and starts pouring love into your life.  Its up to you if you want it or not. Well, with my current trials and tribulations,  I have not fallen out of love with Jesus, but I have withdrawn from His light, by dwelling more on materialistic things that will eventually have no value once I die.   And hence, instead of living my life in full, I am holding myself back.
    Why?  Because I have allowed fear to take over my heart.  I mean, I am sure each and every one of you has some type of fear in your life too, right?  I am afraid of the following:
Not being a good mother
Not being a good wife
Not being the best example my children can have
Failing everyone I love
Failing myself
Rejection
Never being good enough
      Yet, God keeps on drawing me out and contradicts all these fears with His Truth and His Word.
       I am far from being  a pastor, less missionary, yet my walk in christianity is not solely based on my going to church every sunday or doing good deeds.  Its more to do with building my relationship with Christ, and learning to live by faith and trust in Him.  I have to remind myself constantly, that even when things seem to be going bad, He is with me, each step of the way.
       Believe me, I could list so many reasons of why I would not believe in God or any Supreme Being...yet, in the end, I have found so much more in Him, than anything or anyone here on earth.
       As men and women, we are meant to need each other to a certain degree, to fill in that gap, of wanting companionship, love, understanding, support, encouragement, ect...And not so much does it have to be a husband or wife, but just about anyone, a parent, relative, sibling and friends.  We all have our little support group, and friends we hang out with.  We all want to be accepted as we are and not judged.  Sadly, there are those whom, either place themselves higher than their counterparts, and want nothing to do with those considered scum or low life people, and then there are those, whom have been hurt too much, and prefer being alone, thinking that is the only way, they will never get hurt.
      Jesus, loves us all, no matter what we have done or not done, how we act, and what are thoughts of life are in general.  Believe in whatever you believe in, isn't it sad, that at this time, there are still many divisions in a society that is supposedly more adept to survive in these times?
      Doesn't it feel good, when a complete stranger, gives you a hand in some way?  I believe Angels exist.  Some might believe in ghosts or Spirits of the dead living here still.
      And then there are those who choose to not believe in anything except themselves.
    What makes you a better person? What does a man or woman have to do or have to be considered a desirable person?
       I am tired of falling out of love and want to fall in love, over and over again.
                      Angel 4 Eternity