Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Falling............

Today is not a good day,
I know I should look at the positive, yet
right now I feel as if walls are falling on me, and
I am not able to escape the doom that is coming along with
my mistakes and screw ups this week.
I want to scream and shout!  I want to do something drastic!
Its all my fault, or not? Yes, i am guilty of sin, of making bad choices,
of not being perfect, and letting pride and selfishness take control over my life.
I am pulling away from God, but why?
I feel so close, yet instead of moving forward, I am stuck.
I feel as if I will never accomplish much, but this is not true, to some degree if I let
God control my life!
I just feel like throwing in the towel, once and for all, or not...

Not a good day...just falling and falling and falling.....

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