Stuff

Its been a crazy weekend, full of anxiety, anger, frustration, guilt, and worry.
I know, sounds like some type of tornado of negative feelings.
   Last week, my baby girl was pushed down by a 2nd grader in school,  and she ended spraining her Achilles Tendon, on her right foot.  But that is not all she had hurt, it seems a few weeks back, she somehow cut her foot and the cut somehow got a staph infection, or what is called," cellulitis toe."
    There was lots or is lots of pus coming out of a tiny hole in one of her toes, and this had been causing her alot pain and discomfort.
    She is on antibiotics now, for 10 days.  The worst part is washing her affected foot.  I do not mind blood, but I cannot stand infections.  So each time, I have to try and hold my stomach together. 
    And on top of this, taxes had to be filed by today, and I ended asking for an extension, and Thank God I was accepted to receive this extension.
    Other than that, I was informed by," R", that me and the other guy renting rooms in his home, have to get out by the 15th of June, of this year, due to his family coming from India, and his mom is planning on staying a while.  So, I am devasted, and hurt, and deep within my heart, I know that God has His hand in all this, I am to learn something, or He simply is taking me from this place to a better place.
    But I will confess, that I am afraid, and I feel lost.  In the end, I have the choice to trust Him to provide a new home, for me and my child to move to.
Its not so easy, believe me, but I will do my best to do so.
   I have been having more weird dreams....but another day I will talk more about those.
                   Ok, Night!
                             Angel 4 Eternity