Saturday, April 14, 2012

Indeed a turnaround!

Just when I thought things were going to become worse, between my mom and myself, things seemed to take a big turnaround in which I found myself in the spotlight!
  So, after not being able to locate my mom at the airport, feeling frustrated and angry; lets just say that the next day, I awoke, with a major migraine, tired and feeling very depressed.  I went to work as usual, but was not able to concentrate well and ended getting off early.  
   Got home and rested a bit before going grocery shopping and then to pick my mom up.   Well, we said hi, and started talking.  Once she was ready to go, we left and picked Andy up, and went  to the dollar store as I needed a few more things, before heading home.
   She was impressed with R's home, and loved it!  Slowly, I let her in on the fact that the sole owner, being male, lived in the house, and that he was indeed a gentleman.
    She met him and was very happy to do so.  We took her to the bus stop, in which she was boarding a bus to go visit my brother.  Well, just as we were saying goodbye, she grabbed me and held me close to her, and said, " Maria, I am proud at how much you have changed and matured, and taken your role as a mother as any mother would.  You have come a long, way, and I must say that I am very impressed at how you have managed on your own,"  I just looked at her, as if I knew all along this day would come, and just smiled at her, and oh the joy and peace that filled my heart, was overwhelming!
   And in the end, I did not cry, at all, cause I believe I have shed many tears, in this life time, and I just accepted what she said as true, and said thank you and deep within I thanked God for doing His part in allowing her to see me as a new person.
    I am so happy and just full of joy and peace at this time, and I cannot believe this has taken place, oh I am sure more is to come soon.
                        Enjoy your weekend!
                                     Angel4Eternity

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